Wrestling with the duality of daily life this afternoon. Light and dark. Peace and anger. Stay or go. Renew or release. Speak up or stay silent. Fight or flee.
We make a hundred choices every day and we can never know if it’s the right choice. All we can do is discern and go with our gut feeling. I hope at the end of my life I can look back and see how my choices have improved me. Some days I don’t know.
I’m not a happy person these days. My depression, Brafly, came back post holidays and February was horrible. It’s now March. I’m trying to figure out where do I go from here. I’m unhappy with life, school, love life, etc. Thing is, I don’t know what to do about anything.